Magic That Burns.

The smoke and mirrors, the last of the tricks yet his greatest ever. A Magician stealing the hearts that fall into his traps. He weaves the fiction they want and it's no use fighting, he'll draw you in without a second notice. My Lost little heart, another in his vast collection and while I have run far away, the euphoric feeling still haunts me. It's hard to break away from something so perfect even if you know it's not real. His wand casting spells on those just weak enough. Once the mirrors start to break, he hides away so the dust can settle. He can't be caught in the cross fire yet he can't be too far away from his puppets' lives. He keeps them on track, eating when he wants them to. Girls will do anything for perfection. If I hadn't found a hero, I would still be lost in the tangles of his lies.

Her Death

Her body went cold in his arms. Her eyes forever closed. This wasn't right, it's not supposed to go this way. He held on tightly just to share some of his life with her. His tears fell upon her lifeless body. He couldn't stand it, if he could, he would go back. Beg the devil to take him. Rain fell over both bodies masking his tears. Everything within him was falling apart. How would he go on? She was the only one he had ever loved. He begged God to save her, even if she was beyond saving. He studied her chilled face. Her lips were still as red as before but he knew they would taste different. Her eyes, closed, looked as if she was sleeping peacefully as she once did on long car rides. All those memories of her beautiful laugh, her stunning smile. Now he had no more chances to see her smile or hear her laugh. Everything he had ever cared about, shattered. Her skin was so smooth but the cold bite made him cry harder. This wasn't the girl he fell in love with. She was in heaven. This was just the body he knew. The body who curled up next to him every night. The body that gave soft and sweet hugs. This was just the body of the girl he always loved. He wished that he would've made that last day count. Gave her everything she ever wanted. Just one day. If only he knew. Although he couldn't see her, that woman of his dreams was right next to him, hugging tight and crying with him. She wanted him to see her. Wanted to ease the pain. She held on tightly as her lover cried over her body.

The Beat, That Bass

Out in the world, been rejected and suffocated. I hear something deep, feel it in my bones and I can't help but follow. The sweet sound of violins but that can't be it. I enter the club, so many people. Faces I knew, faces of torment and I'm ready to run away in fear. Then there's a pause and and then a drop I feel through my feet. My heart beats with it and I can't help but dance while that bass drops over and over. My heart alive and suddenly, the crowd is gone. It's just me dancing with a stranger. I know his face, I know this pull and before I can run away, the bass draws me to the green eyes. I don't give it a second thought as his arms wrap around me. Bass has me hypnotized into this lovers eyes and I'm not scared of anything, not focused at all. It's just me and him and it's perfect.

Kiss Me

A kiss is like redemption. When done correctly, you are left with beauty and perfection. You feel as if the world cannot hold you. Otherwise it leaves you feeling washed up and used. So I guess a kiss is also like sin. Either way it's a fine line.

Is It Over?

Sometimes, I just watch the night sky thinking over all the pain. I remember all the times I've looked out the window, wishing for different things every time. Now I lay here and I just want to feel alive. I've changed, my heart is on drugs. Turns out that the winning hand wasn't mine. I knew it would end up this way but I didn't derail this crazy train. It all comes down to what I really want and I wish I knew. I want a perfect love? No, I want I flawed love. Maybe. I have no idea what I want anymore. Just don't want to feel this pain anymore.

These Tears Will Fall

I must not cry, cannot show how much I regret. I have to stay strong but I wish I could fall apart. I wish I could just let all of the sadness I feel flow out of my heart. I want to cry, can't show how much I want to erase my life. I've been through so much just because I make the wrong decisions. My prince knew that I was crazy and I wish he could tell me what to do. Wish I had a human here to keep me calm. Wish I had an angel to help me fly and a devil to remind me how to keep the aces in my hand. I may cry, just not around those who make me cry. I won't let them win. After all I have been through to get where I am, I will follow through and find out what I should do. I'll let the mold change and I'll let them press me in but there will always be a part of me that won't conform no matter how hard they try. I will never let them crush me. I am, and forever will be, strong. I will cry, I will hurt but I will be strong. You can't crush me. Can't change me. I am forever, I am infinite. It's my turn to deal the cards.

Is It Wrong To Feel Nothing?

I know my heart is breaking, I know I didn't think this through. I acted without reason and I know some part of me is reacting, but I can't feel a thing. I'm not going to let myself feel this pain again. Shut off all emotions and pray they don't come up at the wrong time. I'll be okay. I've hurt the people I care most about and it seems like I can't do this anymore. I feel like life would be better if not lived by me. I won't lie, there is a part of me that doesn't want to live anymore but I can't give in. I'll keep running from what scares me and keep running from all these emotions. I'll run away.

The Summer Time

In all your life, the things you will remember will be the chances you took and the stupid things you did. So tonight, dance hard and laugh like you're five. After all this, I'm ready to make some mistakes and learn some new things. This feeling, I'm alive again and I missed this so much. Dance, cry, laugh, and have the best night of your life because we only get one chance at this. When you have the friends that make you laugh, do the things that scare you. Don't regret.

Tonight

I don't know what to say or think, don't know how to feel because everything reminds of what I gave up. I don't want to feel this way but I know this is how it should be. The night feels so much colder, the day is too bright and these noises are too loud. I feel like an infected wound, where the slightest breath of air burns against me. I've tried to block it all out but when I do, I can't feel anything because everything is his. A perfect human in a perfect world and I feel like an insect that needs to be killed. He doesn't seem to care and I can't tell what he's hiding. Just feels like I ripped off a limb. It's not impossible to block it out and I guess I could try but deep down I know that everything I do, everything I say, I will think of him.

Let's Keep It Up

Let's keep going, I mean why not? Not like there would be a good reason not to. Unfortunately, that logic requires there to be a reason to keep going and I wish there was. I feel my heart beating, feel the blood running and now I feel like I need to sprint. Need to get away from this world, need to fly off into the blue and gold stars. There's no reason to be mad, there's no reason to be upset but a part of me feels like it should. I'll never understand the human ways. My life going down, I feel swallowed into a sweet lake of sugar. I don't need help, I want to drown. I want to drown.