Running As Fast as I can

Running away from everything I once knew. I'm running from the life I once lived. There won't be a life to come back to after this. The memories of my old life, it's odd how things got this way. I'm still not sure what forever means, still not sure how love is supposed to work. Hell, I'm not even sure if I can make it in the real world. Right now, I'm diving head first into the ocean. Am I even ready for this? Can it be true that it's time so soon? Leaving everything I held dear to start a new life with them. What am I going to do?

You're My God?

You're yelling and screaming, drowning in the ocean of your own tears. When did Alice start watching others suffer in her Wonderland? I'm sorry you've done this to yourself. I'm so sorry you thought you could be God. Well honey, if you're God then I'm an atheist for a damn good reason. It's over and done with, there's nothing you can say that can save yourself. So God, start praying for some forgiveness. Maybe your God is kinder than you are. Maybe your God will understand your sins?

Turn Off The Lights

Bra strap hanging off my shoulder, cold air hitting my bare skin. Whip my pants into the hamper, shirt soon to follow. I'm laying awake thinking about him and his damn green eyes. I'm thinking about his hands in my hair and his lips on every inch of me. Got nothing but his sweater on and I know he'd find it so cute. My mischievous little mind is up to it's no good tricks with those damned green eyes. I've got some lovin to give and man do I wish I could have it tonight. I'll wait like a good little girl, can't rush perfection. Gotta give him something to want, give him a chance to want. Just because I want it now, doesn't mean I should. The best wines take time so I'll let this little thought brew in my head. Sides, gotta savour that cake. That green eyed cake.

At Least I Have a Band-Aid

My thumb's bleeding darling. Will you suck out the blood? Would you suck out my heart? I feel like it's breaking again. I never thought a heart could ache so much when you're so deeply in love. Darling? What's wrong with me today? What was wrong yesterday? I'm not alone yet the solitude is surrounding me on all sides. I'm not alone yet my body is a cold as the tundra. When you're in love, isn't it supposed to be warm? Hot with passion, cool with temptation? No one told me about the cold, I didn't have time to bundle up. Where's the kisses in the rain, love story moments? When was love changed on me? I have to admit, the sour makes the sweet that much sweeter. Can you feel me screaming silently into the air? Can you hear my blood dripping on the carpet? Please tell me I'm not alone when I go crazy over your love. Is this what love is supposed to feel like?

Daydreams

Silence floods as I walked across the threshold. Where could my sunshine be? She's always here to greet me. "Sunshine?" I call into the darkness, searching across the house. "Sunshine?" Again, nothing in return. I poke my head into the bedroom and there's nothing but a single light by the bed that illuminates the room. Odd for this one room to be lit and nothing else. Then I feel soft hands slide under my shirt. and across my stomach. "There you are, I've been looking for you," She says nothing but turns me for a kiss. I feel need leak through her lips. Her tongue assaulting mine in a sensual battle for dominance. When we part, her look is intense. Her calm blue eyes lit by a sort of fire stirring within. "Darling?" Her outfit consisted of nothing more than an old button-up of mine. Now I understood. She moved slowly, as if a snake waiting to devour her mouse. Slowly, and rather teasingly, she unbuttoned the shirt letting it fall to the ground. She Ripped my shirt off my body and soon, pants followed. "Love?" Her mouth again fell over mine and for a second, I could only focus on her mouth. But soon her body was over mine and then I was in her. The feeling surged through me as eletro-static. I wasn't expecting it nor was I complaining. We pressed together as she held me hostage of her body. Her breasts held tightly in my hand and she held my mind tightly. Amazing how she moved seemed to send electricity through my veins. My blood boiled at each moan that escaped her mouth and I felt my height of sweet pleasure rush through me. Her sweet scream carried me to the finish line and we both collapsed together. Panting in sync. "Darling," She said breathy. "Stop making me miss you,"

You are my writers block.