The Moment I Knew

It started as a fight. Not like a screaming match or a boxing ring, but a fight between us. It came to that silent part, the part where everything hangs in the empty space between. He whispered, just loud enough for me to hear, "I'm gonna fix it. I'm not letting this go south. I want us to be together." That's when I knew, I'm gonna marry this boy.
He's a dork. Doesn't give me all the attention I want. He is sometimes very loud when he's excited.
But now I know, all this heartache over a boy who was Mr right at the wrong time. All this pain over a girl who never loved me back. All the tears over a relationship that I kept piecing  back together. This is the one.
I'm gonna fight for him, with him and beside him. He's the one.

Princess of the Lost Tower

I think of you when I light candles. It's been just over six years and candles still remind me. Still a princess, still have a prince of your own. I've learned to live without devoting every second to you. I still catch myself thinking about a world where we made it through. A world where I was the prince. It's okay though, I've got my own hero but I'd be lying if I said I don't still look for you in the crowds. It's not so much obsessive as it is protective. The world could crush me down into liquid but I'd still try and hold it off your shoulders. Sometimes I'm hopeful that I'll see that little glimmer of love you had for me. I know I still can't afford much but I'd gladly share my honey stick with you. As always, if you ever need me, I'm still in the same place. And my room will spell like candles.

Running As Fast as I can

Running away from everything I once knew. I'm running from the life I once lived. There won't be a life to come back to after this. The memories of my old life, it's odd how things got this way. I'm still not sure what forever means, still not sure how love is supposed to work. Hell, I'm not even sure if I can make it in the real world. Right now, I'm diving head first into the ocean. Am I even ready for this? Can it be true that it's time so soon? Leaving everything I held dear to start a new life with them. What am I going to do?

Lovers day again

Just last year, I was giving her choclate covered strawberries. Just last year, i was spending the day talking to her. Listening to her every word. Just last year, I had her. She was mine. Now, she's gone. She left. She's not comming back. I wish I could still be there for her. I wish I had tried to get into her high school. I wish I tried harder to keep her with me. Time change so fast, you barely have time to say goodbye.
Goodbye Neoin Hinamori,
I'm still here, waiting.

Done

I have made my choice. The princess gave me what I wanted, she gave me the reassurance that I would never leave her mind. All i wanted is for her to know that I would always be with her when she needed. in the end I chose the boy. I didn't know why at first but now I know what it feels like to be loved. Even if everything is new i can get used to it. My new lover is what I needed. But soon new events will force me to part from the two. How will i keep up my love without a sight of either?

I dont

I don't want to let her fly away, i don't want her to leave. I want her to embrace me forever and keep me smileing. She thinks that I make her feel better but it's the warmth of our arms together that she feels. I need her more than she needs me. I want her to hold me close and never let go. I dont want to leave never.

The world

When you need me, I won't be here. When you want me I will leave. When you're mad at me I'll be right there with you to make things better. I am yet just a soul and I can't fix everything. like any other person in the world I have no sense of right and wrong and I take things for granted, but as time moves on I start to think about everything as a whole and how everything has changed. I have yet to catch the princess, let go of my prince, and save the world but to be honest, what life would be complete with out your number 1 problem that you can't solve. Everything isn't what it's meant to be and when it is it won't be right.

Broken, shattered and killed

She passes day by day, telling me of her world of dresses and kings but she has yet to side with a prince. With the forbidden prince by her side I fear the kingdom may fall under a demon. I sit to the side, telling little unwanted stories hoping she will get the message that her guard has no heart for she holds it. But Now a new chapter has arisen and the plot is twisted far more. A price has eyes for the guard and how can she react but to let him take her. In her state of mind, no one cares and the world falls to ruin with ring of promise. The guard's mother is going through her own hell and cannot steer her daughter through the mess. The mothers prince lies on a bed full of roses and all mother can do is pray he can win against his demons and open his eyes before the line drops. The guard is caught between her love loving another, a price loving herself, and her mother being miles away. How will she survive or will she take her own life. The chapter is still being written and the story will soon come to a climax.

That girl 5

This evening is spent alone with nothing more than a book. I keep reading but when shall I stop? The princess is out there and she is with others whom I wish she never knew. It bugs me that she has not called but I keep a hopeful look and hope my lips will meet hers once more. I hope she will run into my arms and smile brightly but that is too much to ask. Isn't it?

That Girl 4

Alas, another bit of time with her is taken. I am only grateful that i was able to spend the small little bit with her pretending to be one of them. I went hrough that day happy with the chance to be with her even if I wasn't alone. I still wish I could have shared my first fight with her.

My Dream 2

The fair maiden was taken by one of my dear friends. She rode her horse to the maiden and scooped her out of my reach. I couldn't help but cry for who knows what the blond thief did to her. I couldn't call for the thief would come to my house at night. I couldn't go over for the guards would have thrown me out so I sat in my room waiting for a call but no ring.
The next day I stay away from the school yard for my head felt weak and my blood was low. I was about to faint and so I won't have a chance to tell the thief to never do that act again but no doubt she will tell the maiden a different story and I will lose her forever. What shall I do to keep the two apart? Can I ever have her all to myself?

My dream. 1-11-2010

She rides the waves so gracfully, it's no wonder why everyone loves her. With her short black hair and shining brown eyes, it's a wonder how they don't stop and drool over her.
She smiles sweetly with white teeth that blind me. I smile back nicly and keep walking. Even if I wish to turn, I'm late for class. I walk in through the class door and sit at my seat, then comes the girl and sits next to me. She smiles nicely and says "Hello, my name is Neoin Himatori, how-do-you-do?" I tell her my name and so it began. Since that day I have been under her spell and what a spell it is.