The Problems of a Lost Dreamer

Our problem was more of my problem. Our pains were my fault. I've taken time to understand that I'm the one breaking us apart. I know I'm the problem. This lost soul in a sea of harsh faces. I'm not really ready to face it alone but I have to try sometime. When one person become to source of all the pain, you should just leave them alone to sort out their own life. I wasn't one to start setting all the examples. Hardly the one to put the bar up so high if I can't even touch it. Hard to say I'll be all right but I think the way the world turns is enough to keep me rolling through. I keep looking back when I'm free. I keep seeing all those smiles all those days ago. I remember how it felt to be loved and to feel like everything belonged. When we are together, I keep looking forward cause I can't see a future without pain. We don't belong together. I was just a filler for the time passing. You thought I was the one for you but I knew it couldn't be true. I knew my time would come. Well I've taken this as far as I could reach but we just weren't meant to be. I know I'll cry for you. I've fought for you and held on for you. Pasted on a smile for you and given up for you. I've been there all that I can but you have to stand on your own two feet. I can't help you. I can't even dream to solve everything you want me to. I'm never gonna fill in that hole in your heart. Someday, someone else will love you for who you are. They'll fill that hole and take you home. They can give you what you want. So I'll become a butterfly. You'll still see me but I don't think we'll talk all that much. She'll be your number one and I'll be happy for you. I tried as hard as I could to mold myself into someone good for you but every time, I end up back in my old shape. I can't change who I am and how I act. I can't help you anymore. I know you still want me to lie and say that we will be perfect together. You want to believe in 'Happy Ever After' no matter what. I'm sorry but your fairy tale doesn't start with a prince and princess but it will end with one. Just let me fly away to be with the butterflies cause I'm a dreamer lost in my dream. I'll never be all that you want of me. I'll still be a dreamer. I'll always be the same. Can't you see the only reason we came this far was for you to let go of me. I'm a butterfly. I want land. I love you but you have to let me go.