Forgotten

My, how things can change. One moment you're dancing with champagne and next your hung over on the couch with no good memories. It hurts to be alone. I need to feel something. I'm a cold mess.

{Command[life]} == Erase

Can I write a code for life? Can I make this sky purple or change this grass to razors? If I had all the power that a code gives me, I would write a new life for myself. I could be prettier. My eyes could be more blue, I could be thinner, why can't I just love who I am now? What did I do to warrant so many tears? I've been through a lot in my life and fear it may not be over. My doubts never cease and I'm starting to think this life is doomed to repeat. All I want is these terrible memories to leave. Why can't I forget? Why is his voice still clear in my head? Why must I be so tormented? What did I do? Please Hero, save me from the torment of these memories. Hold me close and make me forget. I don't want to remember.

Crazy Things Happen

Sometimes it's the ones you love that break you. Sometimes love's wound can bleed. Do you understand how much love can hurt? I've seen some crazy years, seen some terrifying worlds. Love can twist your understanding of time, warp your understanding. Start a fever, start a fire, start a need, start a want. Start something new that you can't finish. I'm warped like old wood. I'm cracked like a peice of glass. I'm lost in woods. I'm terrified for what may lay in store. My lover, my friend. My captor, my hero.

A Dinner Party

Help me mix the brew, time to give everyone a scare. Throw a party and we'll all have a jolly good time. May I have this dance? Now the main event. Ladies and Gents, There's something special in your tea. Made it myself. Now they say that life is short but all of you won't know the true meaning of just how short life can be. Cheers to your demise.