What Was Once There.

There was a time before I was born that my mother was so in love with my father. There was a time before I was born that they were perfect together. All that has changed now. It's like a distant dream to her and I can hardly remember their marriage. I don't remember much from when I was little but I remember the fights. I remember my dad leaving and I remember my mom leaving. I remember the year I spent without her. Everyone told me she was never coming back, that she had left for good. One long day, I came home ready to cry and I remember my mom standing there. I remember her telling me we wouldn't be apart anymore. I remember finally seeing my only mommy again and how happy I was. Since that day, I've grown up so much. She's been telling me more and more about the times I didn't know of before I was born. She's taught me how to get through life and now she's teaching me how to piece together my heart after I was the one who broke it. This lesson will take forever to learn but I know that if she just stays to talk, I can get through this. She knows I'm still in love with my prince, she knows about everything in my life. Now I think back to when she was still in love with my dad, how fast it went downhill. She's telling me what to do, how to be the best person I can be. She's there and I know that.

My Little Sister.

It's hard to believe it's been so long since I last thought of you.It's been so long since everything. Your birth, our bothers' births, Michel's death. So much has changed since then, but I'm sure you're watching closely. Your father, Ken, won't talk to Me and Mom anymore but I'm sure he remembers his babies. He's living happy with someone more like him and I hope it works out. Mom and I are living from paycheck to paycheck right now but things will get easier as time goes on. I'm glad you didn't have to meet her last boyfriend, Arthur. He wasn't very nice but I'm sure he was just stressed. I hope him and his daughter are happy without us there. Mom has a new boyfriend and he's nice. His name is Stephen. He isn't like the others and mom really likes him. He is living with us for about a week or so and mom is enjoying all the time together. I have a boyfriend too and we've been together for just over 2 years now and his name is Jamie. I'm sure he would have loved you. Me and him are really close and he is the only one really keeping me sane. Things are looking up and everyday is bright. It's summer time and everything is really pretty out. I've been having fun with all my friends and their drama. High school is really fun and next year I'll be a sophomore. Bartlett is really fun. I want you to know that I really miss you and I wish you were here. I'm sure you would have lots of friends in elementary school and I'd help you with your spelling words if you needed help. No matter how much time passes, promise you'll wait for your older sister? I'll be looking for you and so will mom. We love you so much and I miss you so much.
I Love you Serenity, I always will. Your the sister that I always wanted and hoped for. I'll never forget you. Love forever and always, your big sister, Kyrie.