I dare you to explain the twists and turns on the road to the life you want to live. I dare you to try and obtain the things you want without hurting others. The perfect life doesn't exist without someone out there being hurt. How will you move forward?
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Bloody Murder You Can't Stop Loving
Lock away those dirty thoughts you naughty girl. Even in the dead of night, devils still wish to come out and dance. Tormenting those caught in their web. The heat of ecstasy embracing your every moving body part. As your pulse picks up, all logic ceases and the brain goes numb. Nothing makes sense and you don't know why you want this so. It's so hard to hold back what you really want to say. You try to stay the little girl from before but you want to badly to become the woman who speaks her mind. One simple word and it's all over. One simple word and it never happened. One simple word, one little word with so much power. You want so badly to stop. Stop and curl up in a ball. Try and cope with what has just happened. But here you are and you want to whisper for more. You want to beg for this devil to keep you in his arms. You beg for him. You beg for the Devil to embrace you with the voice of an angel.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Torn Apart, Taped back
Words. Words that tore me apart. Took all that I knew away from me and left me lying in the dust. Words that released my tears and left me speechless. Words meant to bring me back. Words that pushed me back toward nowhere. Words that broke me away. Now that hands of a devil in angels clothing have tormented me so, I fear I could never go back. I broke down and cried. I broke down and let my tears form a river for me to drown in. He opened his arms and held me close. He fooled me with a perfect smile. As night grew and shadows danced, he pulled me close. He brought flame to a burnt out candle. He made me feel like I was saved, like my heart could be mended. I wanted him there. I tried my best to keep him there. I did things I never would have done just to make him hold me a tad longer. I just wanted the empty part in my heart to be filled as quickly as possible. When Morning woke, it was as if I wasn't there as he brought another girl to her knees. Another girl that needed her heart glued back together. As I laid there and watched. As I pretended not to care. I should have guessed. I should have known. An angel won't come from a devil from the past.
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