Cling To the Power of Somthing Greater.

Lost, in a sea of nothing. Everything drowning me yet nothing saving me. I doubt my very being as days turn to weeks turn to months. Time is passing me by as I try to work through everything. Taking time to work out plans. I will join the holy angels. I will become without sin because I know that my prize will be an angel so perfect. I fight for him yet he causes my pain. I worship him yet he doesn't even know what I'm doing. I won't tell him yet. I have to gain back his trust in me. I have banished the devil from my life. My encounters with him are short and nothing ever causes me to lose sight of my path. I will join my angel. I know how he feels about me. I know he could hardly care less about me but I'll fix that. I'll be an angel like him. I'll be like him. Things will change. I won't settle for anyone else. I am on a path, a path strait to my angel's front door. He'll see me. He'll finally see me.