Dancing on hopes

The snows falls on an icy patch just outside my home. Two people with great love for each other stand with inches of the other. Their eyes willed with passion as they say goodbye. They share a kiss and part with out any further word. She stands there and watches him walk away. She wishes so much to follow him home, to stay with him for the rest of her life. He wants so badly to turn around and watch as she walks inside her home. He loves her more than anyother girl in the world. They both part, both wanting to see the other, both loveing blindly. How refreshing to see a couple with few lies and hate. How sweet. Unfortunatly, that is not our story. There are lies, there are regrets. One thing remains the same, the couple in this story want to spend forever together. Will they?

Love the tears you cry

As this story comes to an end, the chapters never seem to stop. As the princess disappeared to her princes home, I too have moved on and away. My love for the princess is nothing but a fond memory of the past. The new lover I have come to know as my prince, left on a journey across countries to seek family help. As he tells me he loves me, I can tell in his eyes that he is telling the truth. He really loves me. He showers me with kisses everyday and while he is gone, he tells me about our future. He wants to make our love forever, to marry me. As our age limits us, he has vowed to wait and as soon as he can, he wants to get married to me and have a child. As we embrace, once more the Emily rushes at the chance to take over. I kiss deeper and my hands slide every so slightly under his shirt. Quickly my morals fight back and i gain control. i make up some random excuse and leave it at that. I know this problem is getting worse as each days goes by. Now as we don't see each other, Emily is suffering with all her pent up "love" as she calls it. Her eyes wander around the room, wanting to make the same mistake as before. She wants to pick out the guys she likes and have them all rush at her with love but luckily, she hasn't the chance. All she can do is stand and watch as they pass by. She won't take control of my life.

Hate

I still think back to the kiss shared three years ago. I think back to that sad day. I think back to the day when I first met the devil. She is still in my life but I know she still wants more. Her hateful glares that scream at me. how I want to forget her face forever. I want her to go away. I hate her for she has made me regret my life. She tricked me until she had her way. now I want to hurt her. I want her to die. I hate her. She killed me with lust. She took control of my life in ten minutes and now the bruises remind me that it wasn't my love like I had told myself. I told myself that he was there, doing those things. I screamed his name but when i opened my eyes, it was her. I had been fooled. I could I have let myself be sucked into it. Why was I so stupid. I hate her for now I know that I am no longer myself. I want her to go away. I want her to stop talking, stop looking at me, stop killing me slowly. Now the time has come. I shall give her a taste of hell. The devil needs to go back and leave me alone. Three years i have dealed with this crap and now it's too late. I will rid myself of her.

When Love is convused.

I'm in heaven when he kisses me. Sent from above, this man I have fallen for has taken me to dark place in my mind I never knew exsisted. This new part is full of lust and passion but is it for him? The princess I have loved for so long, fill in my head as his hand slipped under my shirt. I pushed him away, why would she be here after she has been gone for so long? I kissed another, I wanted another, but I cannot survive without him. As my mind goes deeper into the mysteries of my newly uncovered self, My mind acts on it first thoughts. My love was a series of kisses that seemed to all scream lust. As my body fell into pure undieing pools of red, my hands fell over his arms, my lips on his, my brain in a dark corner blocking this all out for this is not the gaurd you love, this is a woman older and more powerful than myself. This is the introduction to Emily. She takes my time with my new love and steals him into a swirl of evil kisses that spin into bites and scraches. Everytime though I am able to take control and stop the maddness before it goes to far. It makes me wonder when will the day come that she won't let me back? When she takes my love into her grasp and doesn't let him stop till she is done. When will the day come when a mental war starts in my head to take control of my own body. When will I lose, when will I wake up one day with him next to me? When will I lose myself to myself. When that day peaks its head over the hill, I will try to win.

Done

I have made my choice. The princess gave me what I wanted, she gave me the reassurance that I would never leave her mind. All i wanted is for her to know that I would always be with her when she needed. in the end I chose the boy. I didn't know why at first but now I know what it feels like to be loved. Even if everything is new i can get used to it. My new lover is what I needed. But soon new events will force me to part from the two. How will i keep up my love without a sight of either?

The battle

I shall now return to my place as guard captain but as I have ventured across lands I have looked back on my life. The princess, dancing in my dreams and forever more just a forbidden friend and the lonely boy whom is enchanted with thoughts of me. Both so needed in my life but one cannot be with me without the other gone forever. I have walked the middle road for so long and it has done nothing but tear my heart between the two. Now the time has come where I must choose one over the other. But whom will it be? I don't know if I can decide.

I dont

I don't want to let her fly away, i don't want her to leave. I want her to embrace me forever and keep me smileing. She thinks that I make her feel better but it's the warmth of our arms together that she feels. I need her more than she needs me. I want her to hold me close and never let go. I dont want to leave never.

The world

When you need me, I won't be here. When you want me I will leave. When you're mad at me I'll be right there with you to make things better. I am yet just a soul and I can't fix everything. like any other person in the world I have no sense of right and wrong and I take things for granted, but as time moves on I start to think about everything as a whole and how everything has changed. I have yet to catch the princess, let go of my prince, and save the world but to be honest, what life would be complete with out your number 1 problem that you can't solve. Everything isn't what it's meant to be and when it is it won't be right.

Another break in the mirror

I run through a maze, nothing to look forward to, nothing to go back to yet I keep running as if time is running out. The sand keeps falling and I keep slipping into nowhere. The princess and the affair at two different ends of the maze. If one is lost, the mirror breaks forever, only to be repaired by tape. To choose the princess means I must battle my way to the title of prince and have her crown me hers but if I choose the other then my life will forever be uncertain. Leading into the dark with no light. Should I give up and keep with the middle road that leads in one circle forever back to the same two roads? Until then I won't know.

Broken, shattered and killed

She passes day by day, telling me of her world of dresses and kings but she has yet to side with a prince. With the forbidden prince by her side I fear the kingdom may fall under a demon. I sit to the side, telling little unwanted stories hoping she will get the message that her guard has no heart for she holds it. But Now a new chapter has arisen and the plot is twisted far more. A price has eyes for the guard and how can she react but to let him take her. In her state of mind, no one cares and the world falls to ruin with ring of promise. The guard's mother is going through her own hell and cannot steer her daughter through the mess. The mothers prince lies on a bed full of roses and all mother can do is pray he can win against his demons and open his eyes before the line drops. The guard is caught between her love loving another, a price loving herself, and her mother being miles away. How will she survive or will she take her own life. The chapter is still being written and the story will soon come to a climax.