Love the tears you cry

As this story comes to an end, the chapters never seem to stop. As the princess disappeared to her princes home, I too have moved on and away. My love for the princess is nothing but a fond memory of the past. The new lover I have come to know as my prince, left on a journey across countries to seek family help. As he tells me he loves me, I can tell in his eyes that he is telling the truth. He really loves me. He showers me with kisses everyday and while he is gone, he tells me about our future. He wants to make our love forever, to marry me. As our age limits us, he has vowed to wait and as soon as he can, he wants to get married to me and have a child. As we embrace, once more the Emily rushes at the chance to take over. I kiss deeper and my hands slide every so slightly under his shirt. Quickly my morals fight back and i gain control. i make up some random excuse and leave it at that. I know this problem is getting worse as each days goes by. Now as we don't see each other, Emily is suffering with all her pent up "love" as she calls it. Her eyes wander around the room, wanting to make the same mistake as before. She wants to pick out the guys she likes and have them all rush at her with love but luckily, she hasn't the chance. All she can do is stand and watch as they pass by. She won't take control of my life.