Hate

I still think back to the kiss shared three years ago. I think back to that sad day. I think back to the day when I first met the devil. She is still in my life but I know she still wants more. Her hateful glares that scream at me. how I want to forget her face forever. I want her to go away. I hate her for she has made me regret my life. She tricked me until she had her way. now I want to hurt her. I want her to die. I hate her. She killed me with lust. She took control of my life in ten minutes and now the bruises remind me that it wasn't my love like I had told myself. I told myself that he was there, doing those things. I screamed his name but when i opened my eyes, it was her. I had been fooled. I could I have let myself be sucked into it. Why was I so stupid. I hate her for now I know that I am no longer myself. I want her to go away. I want her to stop talking, stop looking at me, stop killing me slowly. Now the time has come. I shall give her a taste of hell. The devil needs to go back and leave me alone. Three years i have dealed with this crap and now it's too late. I will rid myself of her.