Thursday, November 25, 2010

6 days.

Thanksgiving weeks. In school, it was already planned to have a short week but after Monday, my school never reopened. Thus, for the past two days, I have been alone. I haven't the chance to see my love. My mind is slowly going deeper into depression and my physical state has gone downhill. It has gotten harder and harder to hide my despair from my family. My love, how I miss him. As my emotions spiral out of control, Emily brings her rage. She is cut off from the one person who can give her what she wants. As being with a house full of girls torments her, she becomes enraged. Now with every argument proposed, she yells and screams. Both of us are going insane. I may have lived with these people for the last few months but I have always had a way out. Soon, I fear Emily may take matters into her own hands. Though I don't find that much problem in leaving home, I know that there will be problems and I cannot deal with them. I hope that I will see my love soon.

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