Nighttime fears

The days seem to crawl by, leaving no hint of ever ending. It's only on these nights where I can sent seacret messages to my lover. Tonight, as I am on a time limit, I cannot talk to him though I wish I could. I would help this isolation be easier. My presence in this house has proven to be problematic in the least. The past fills my head and the moon rises slowly. The year is going to end soon and everything that has happened will be locked away in our memories. How I wish I could freaze time and spend those days with him. I want us to be together when I'm scared. How I cannot wait for the day when I can call him mine.