Pain in it's devilish form

Our love, mine and Emily's love. How much they differ but I fear she has gained too much control from the last encounter with my lover. She took over and kissed, he lost himself and soon our relation was changed. I fear to see him. What if his love has changed from the innocent fancy it used to be? I don't want to deal with the after effect of Emily's love. She was the one who killed my relationship. How I loath her, and as for him, how could he have not stopped? How can he not tell when I am not myself? He fell in love with me! Emily was the result of my kiss. She has laid dorment for most of my life and now she re-enters life. When he left, she was cold and deathy. Longing for love and now that he has returned, she has let loose her full power. I fought as best as i could for control but she has me lost in my own mind. Just kill this hate. Kill her. Rip her out of my mind before this gets out of hand, again.