Envy

"You never know how much you love someone until you watch them love someone else." For all this time, it is easy to think everything is fine and over. It's easy to get lost in a dream land but then that moment comes when you watch yours love another. That's when the heart starts to fall apart. All those imaginary walls crashed down to reveal what's really happening. Remembering those times where you were under their arm, fingers intertwined, talking about everything. Now that's gone and there's no taking it back. No time machine, no reset button, just today's pain. Never take what you have now for granted because today's smile could become tomorrow's tear.

Let Me Burn

If I screamed your name into the stars, would you feel me calling for you? Sweet days replay in my head of days better past. People, everyone expects me to grow up but I loved being your little girl. You can't see the tears I cry when you're with her. You don't know how much it hurts to see you holding her like you held me. I didn't know what I had until it was gone. Everything I said, I didn't want you to. Without your grip on me, I feel the tears streak down my face. My pillow is drenched with sadness. You won't forgive me, you've let go. You've moved on while I'm still pretending. I still want to be your girl. I still want you to hold me close. I want to be loved by you and no one else.