Sunday, December 11, 2011

Faith

Never forget. It's hard to do but never let it slip. Whilst I was crying, I sought you out and as insane as it sounds, I'm glad you were there. I know you couldn't understand what I was saying. I know you were confused. Just know that you were there when I really needed you. I know you have a girlfriend but the fact that you held me close and told me I was okay, those seconds I wanted to last a lifetime. We'll never be together but for a few minutes, you cared about me. I never thought that would happen and in a million years I never thought those things would happen but in my time where I couldn't fall any lower, you were there to pull me to my feet. I don't know how but somewhere in your brown eyes, I saw something for me, just me. That little bit of me inside you will keep me going till the end of time. Love, maybe not, but it was strong. No one cared, no one wanted to pick me up but you held me up. After so much I had gone through, you saw me broken. You saw how I came. You saw my pain, and you wanted to fix me. While that's next to impossible, you did manage to restart a dampened fire inside me. Everyday just making it through each day, nothing held for me and now I feel like I can walk high because you walk on this earth too. Just knowing you're alive makes me want to thaw my heart and be my best. Just another human yet you've done so much for me. Maybe my faith should lye with my own kind.

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