You Can't Sleep Because Someone Was Dreaming Of You

I dreamt of you holding me again. I heard your voice telling me that you were sorry. That you'd never leave me like that. You told me that you just needed some time. Is that what we are now? Is that what we have become? Are we each other's dreams now? I have to settle with my subconscious apologizing for you, and you know what? I accept it for you. I've already forgiven you for this. I've already made amends and now it's just that pause of waiting for you to tell me you mean it. I'm waiting for you to come back. I won't even be mad, I'll act like this never happened. I'll give you whatever you want, I just want you to come back. I want to see you again. The way your beard spirals in that one spot, the ways your blue eyes glint under your glasses, how when you smile, your front teeth poke out a little more. I just want to have you back in whatever way I can. I want something more than this empty pain I've been left with. Just friends? Fine. I don't care how I get you, I just want you and only you. When will this be over?