Please Let Me Go On

My sweet and unconditional. Tormentor of my thoughts every second of the day. Impossible for me to forget, impossible for me to accept this silence. I'm lost in words, wanting to feel what was never felt. Everything lost in my thoughts as I drown in nothing. I want to feel it again yet I need to let it go. Please don't shut out a feeling so divine. This is my last hope yet my biggest fear.