Thursday, October 23, 2014

Definitive

A moment where one looks out the window, her whole life is changing, and she is finally okay with that. It's a new place, a new time, and she can't help but feel happy about this new world she lives in now. Gone are those times where I felt useless, worthless, and powerless. I finally have the world where I want it to be and I cannot describe how happy I am. This new life is what I've wanted, what I've craved and with one small key, I am happy again. It's a hard choice to make sometimes, weather or not to abandon your life and move on to something even more crazy, but I am happy to take that little silver key out of here. Looking at all the things I've done in these past few months, I've become someone. I am not just some person to walk on. I have a purpose now. I can be someone, anyone!

Monday, October 13, 2014

A Priceless Girl

It's an often thought of mine, where my princess is. Is she scared to look for me as well? Nervous out in a world full of sharks. I think about her all the time. What color is her hair? Does she like rock or country better? Would she fall asleep on me if she was super sleepy or would she claim she was fine and do her best to stay awake? I think about her all the time. I wonder what color her eyes would be. I wonder what she would get me for valentines day. I know I'd spoil her whenever I got the chance. I'd learn how to cook her favorite meals even though I'm a menace in the kitchen. I'd teach her how to waltz and she'd laugh because I was embarrassing her. We'd watch movies together even though I'd probably pass out while holding her. I've thought it through so many times. I'd take her out on dates but because I can't drive, we'd have to take the bus back. I would do anything in my power to keep her happy because she'd be my little slice of eternal happiness. I can't wait to meet her.