Silence In The Light, Speak Again Tonight

I wait for the words that hold me together. Every heartbeat suspended when the silence hits. The paranoia hits me in waves and I keep myself occupied. These feelings keep me on edge and as much as I don't want to think about it, I can only assume the worst. When he's gone, I find myself constantly pacing. Everything is telling me something is wrong. Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me it's nothing, because I'm scared that it's happening again. Maybe this is why I shouldn't be left alone. When the sun sets, I find solace in my dreams of you. We talk as your arms wrap around me. But morning has to come and it's all the same. My dearest hero, never leave my dreams.