Simple words, powerful punch.

He sat there, his head to my chest, and he closed his eyes. "I'm going to miss this," He says. I look down at him. "What?" I ask and he opens his sweet eyes. "I'm going to miss your heartbeat." He closes his eyes once more. Oh how I loved him so. "Who says that it will go away? I don't plan to die soon." His smile turns as he hears these words. "But I am such a burden on you. Right now, instead of looking after me, you could be doing something else. I'm full of problems. I'm just a burden." How could he think this? Why would I want to be anywhere else? The only place I would ever want to be is in his arms. It's my happy place. I couldn't see myself with anyone else and I truly love him. He is everything to me. I love him. His life I love helping. His problems, I love hearing. Everything about him is perfect. I couldn't be with another person.

Flaws

In our hearts we all hold flaws. These flaws make us human. Our flaws, our seacrets. Each one of us has one. Even myself, the gaurd of the book and the love of a newcommer, have these flaws. I have many seacrets. I never want that to ever come inbetween my loves and me.

Nighttime fears

The days seem to crawl by, leaving no hint of ever ending. It's only on these nights where I can sent seacret messages to my lover. Tonight, as I am on a time limit, I cannot talk to him though I wish I could. I would help this isolation be easier. My presence in this house has proven to be problematic in the least. The past fills my head and the moon rises slowly. The year is going to end soon and everything that has happened will be locked away in our memories. How I wish I could freaze time and spend those days with him. I want us to be together when I'm scared. How I cannot wait for the day when I can call him mine.

6 days.

Thanksgiving weeks. In school, it was already planned to have a short week but after Monday, my school never reopened. Thus, for the past two days, I have been alone. I haven't the chance to see my love. My mind is slowly going deeper into depression and my physical state has gone downhill. It has gotten harder and harder to hide my despair from my family. My love, how I miss him. As my emotions spiral out of control, Emily brings her rage. She is cut off from the one person who can give her what she wants. As being with a house full of girls torments her, she becomes enraged. Now with every argument proposed, she yells and screams. Both of us are going insane. I may have lived with these people for the last few months but I have always had a way out. Soon, I fear Emily may take matters into her own hands. Though I don't find that much problem in leaving home, I know that there will be problems and I cannot deal with them. I hope that I will see my love soon.

Pain in it's devilish form

Our love, mine and Emily's love. How much they differ but I fear she has gained too much control from the last encounter with my lover. She took over and kissed, he lost himself and soon our relation was changed. I fear to see him. What if his love has changed from the innocent fancy it used to be? I don't want to deal with the after effect of Emily's love. She was the one who killed my relationship. How I loath her, and as for him, how could he have not stopped? How can he not tell when I am not myself? He fell in love with me! Emily was the result of my kiss. She has laid dorment for most of my life and now she re-enters life. When he left, she was cold and deathy. Longing for love and now that he has returned, she has let loose her full power. I fought as best as i could for control but she has me lost in my own mind. Just kill this hate. Kill her. Rip her out of my mind before this gets out of hand, again.

Dancing on hopes

The snows falls on an icy patch just outside my home. Two people with great love for each other stand with inches of the other. Their eyes willed with passion as they say goodbye. They share a kiss and part with out any further word. She stands there and watches him walk away. She wishes so much to follow him home, to stay with him for the rest of her life. He wants so badly to turn around and watch as she walks inside her home. He loves her more than anyother girl in the world. They both part, both wanting to see the other, both loveing blindly. How refreshing to see a couple with few lies and hate. How sweet. Unfortunatly, that is not our story. There are lies, there are regrets. One thing remains the same, the couple in this story want to spend forever together. Will they?

Love the tears you cry

As this story comes to an end, the chapters never seem to stop. As the princess disappeared to her princes home, I too have moved on and away. My love for the princess is nothing but a fond memory of the past. The new lover I have come to know as my prince, left on a journey across countries to seek family help. As he tells me he loves me, I can tell in his eyes that he is telling the truth. He really loves me. He showers me with kisses everyday and while he is gone, he tells me about our future. He wants to make our love forever, to marry me. As our age limits us, he has vowed to wait and as soon as he can, he wants to get married to me and have a child. As we embrace, once more the Emily rushes at the chance to take over. I kiss deeper and my hands slide every so slightly under his shirt. Quickly my morals fight back and i gain control. i make up some random excuse and leave it at that. I know this problem is getting worse as each days goes by. Now as we don't see each other, Emily is suffering with all her pent up "love" as she calls it. Her eyes wander around the room, wanting to make the same mistake as before. She wants to pick out the guys she likes and have them all rush at her with love but luckily, she hasn't the chance. All she can do is stand and watch as they pass by. She won't take control of my life.