Friday, August 29, 2014
One Lifetime
This must be love. The longing, the heartbeat under the stars, some sort of craving. I've fallen in love over and over again, so many times that it feels like I was never meant to be with one person for the rest of my life. I keep trying though, keep pushing to see how long I can live with them. Sometimes, I feel like I'm too good for you, like I know I could do better. I never end it though. I always stay because I know I don't want to do better. There are days when I'm not even sure why I try to stay. There are days when I want to flirt with everyone, be some kind of player/heartbreaker. It's been years since I tried but I know I can't live like that. No matter what, I'll always fall too hard, stay too long all because I hate being alone. Now here's my hero and I'm not going to break his heart, it's already breaking on it's own. I want to help him, I want to stay forever. I want it to last a lifetime, can we try?
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From what it sounds like, your relationship with this "hero" is already broke past healing. I'm not just talking about this blog but your others ones. It's obvious your not happy and you probably know that to, but your waiting for something that won't happen. He's lost interest and you want to stick around till he dumps you for someone else. Maybe you should do yourself a favor for once. You should probably end it first and look for your future boyfriend instead of waiting for his future girlfriend.
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