Hun

Everything around here makes too much sound. Everything is too loud and I can't escape. I need someone to hold my hand, I need a hug or a kiss. I don't know why this is getting harder to do but I'm hurting more and more as the weeks go by. Can I please just never leave your side? I'll be quiet and I won't bother you. I'll just hold your hand until you have some free time. The feeling of being alone, it grows every chance it gets. I just don't want to feel this way anymore. I know I'm not really alone but I can't see you, I can't feel you, I can't comfort you or cuddle you. Without you, I'm feeling worthless. I don't care about my clothes and I don't care about the way I look to other people. I just want to impress you. Darling, I miss you.