Midnight moonlight

This world of mine is ever so small. The is nothing that can make me forget the things I have done. The promises I've broken, the pain I have put myself through. I am far from perfect and it shows in my past. I am just a scared girl. I have never done anything brave. Many times I have wanted to run away, run from everything but I never had anywhere to go. Everything has gone by in my life and I look back noticing how I never did anything to change my own future. I have never stepped forward in my life and claimed something for myself. I have never tried anything new and I feel the pain today. Just looking back, I never had the nerves to do much but when I did something, I was proud that I did. Things from years ago still bring joy to my life. Things that I never thought would matter, those are the things that have remained the same even through the harsh time. Bringing myself to admit my mistakes and asking for more than just a simple 'hi' in the morning. My best friend was from an apology after a wrong doing. My love came from telling him to sit next to me. Small times like that have helped me even three years later. I know nothing seems to matter right now but at I look back, It's true what they say. Live, Laugh, and love like you never have. It's those small moments that make a life so much better.