Horrible Pain

I've done something, something horrible. I know it was for the best but it hurts. It hurts more than any other choice I have ever made. I gave up the one I love. i wish i hadn't, I wish I could take it back but I know it wouldn't be right. He needs to live without me. He needs to let go of me because I won't be there. I can't take back all the pain but I can try and end it. When he realises that I was right, he will smile in my memory and move on with someone so much better. I just wish I could be the person he needs. I wish I could be the person to make his life better. I want to be the band aid over the cut, not the knife that started the whole mess.