After All This Time

Walking along the path, looking out at the water and thinking to myself 'What if?'

What if we didn't fall apart?
What if I didn't mess up?
What if we still had hope?
What if, just what if, what I'm feeling is still love?
After all this time?
Would it be love?
I thought I was in love with someone else?
What if?

I looked at you and I knew what I would say would break your heart. It broke mine just thinking about it. It's not impossible. I loved you deep and true, I loved you hard and fast. I loved you in every way possible. I loved you, I love you, even after all this time.

That was last year. Even after all this time.

I hurts to know that anyone I try to love, I'll never love someone like I did you. It hurts to know that I've been looking for you in everyone I meet. I can't undo what I did to you three years ago. I can't fix it.

Now, this year...

After all this time....

I still love you. As deeply as before.

But you don't.