A love so easy to lose.

The start of the weekend mark an unexpected greeting. An Angel unlike any other, comes into my life. For such a brief weekend, I was in the arms of an angel. His wings around me and protecting me. Everything anyone could want in a man, is here, cradling me in his arms. He swears to protect me and swears that he's there for me. Unfortunately, the devil, with such a relative power, cannot let one of his own escape to salvation. I let tears flow as a phone call tells me it really is over. Something that never was, ended without a trace of the past. A long week ahead, I try my best to keep my wits about myself. A long week of trying so hard to figure out why my angel has deserted me so. Finally, the answer comes to me in my darkest hour. As things fall into chaos, I start to realize that my angel, he is truly psychic because he saw, before it even happened, that I was a tainted soul. My angel saw that I could never be saved. Now I lye here, everything in pain as I try to work through these past events. I know I will never be redeemed for my sins but one last crusade won't harm much. And this crusade will stop the devil and break his hold on me. He will pay for his crimes against me.