The new year

This year has been a fun one, full of things that I have tried document. Everything has been differnt, love tried and questions turned. For this little post, whom ever cares, I shal give a little advice. This year, the one thing I have noticed between me and my mother is that you must allow yourself time to heal after something great. Never be too quick to jump at an oppurtuity when you dont know everything.

His lock

Everything has changed so much in these last days. I love him so and it's true that he has a hold on my heart. We both love each other and that is never to be questioned. I couldn't see myself with another person. My Christmas was spent without him and I wait for the day when he is in my Christmas and he is mine forever.
Merry Christmas

Again

So this happens again. Time repeats it's self, no question. Once again, I have found myself loving another. I can't see how it got to this and I don't know why I would do this to myself, but here I am, holding his hand. Making up excuses to see him. Even when I kiss my own boyfriend, my mind travels to this other guy. All this started because I said hello. I thought he was cute, but I knew I didn't love him. Now, I'm not so sure anymore. Things have been to differnt that I can barely tell which way is up.
Merry Christmas

IF

Hope, for thats all you can do. Even in all our efforts, we can do nothing but hope. When the dream comes true, thats when we can say we prayed or we knew it would happen. But you know that all you did was hope.